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My name is Fish. I like to play video games and draw superheroes and I am not very good at either of those things.
If you click on that link over there, or this one right here, you can ask me things or leave me messages, and I promise if I do not answer them it's because I'm incredibly awkward and terribly shy, not because I do not love you for it.
Here is my art, if that's why you're here! On occasion, I've also been known to write.
What if Nintendo made an Animal Crossing game with Pokemon?
Art created by Turtle-Arts
I am not living next to Hypno
writing adult emails is awful
hi [name of person],
this formatting is making me uncomfortable but I have to tell you something / ask you something that is vital to my career as a student.
I re-read and edited that sentence for an hour, but you’ll probably just glance over it for half a second.
I was in the shower and then a thought came to mind: How do turians kiss? Then I thought maybe they tickle you with their mandibles and i thought about garrus kissing shepard and i died.
Decorating the new place??
I have a really bad case of what I’m going to call “decorating hesitation”, which is where you have many GRAND DESIGNS about decorating and for some reason (perhaps because you are a depressed, anxiety-ridden mess of a human being) you never get around to it and sit with bare white walls, which is very depressing.
So this time! I am trying to avoid it! And I am hoping by doing so I will be more comfortable in my surroundings, more driven to take care of my place, and just generally happier.
PS: That Captain Marvel poster matches my Bautable like you wouldn’t BELIEVE.
I don’t know what asshole invented the idea that teenage girls are the cause for all evil, but I really hope that person never has to raise one. I don’t want him to see her dissolve in his fingers as society tells her to eat less, be thinner, be the damsel in distress, be something for a man to fix, be different but not too different, be special but never ever a special snowflake - I don’t want him to watch as she realizes that no matter what she loves, she’ll be made fun of for it. She can simply like her coffee from Starbucks and suddenly she’s vapid and thinks herself poetic. She’ll want to play video games but be called a fake nerd, particularly if she poses in any remotely flirtatious way because for some reason despite the entire community playing games with poorly dressed women they still hate it when a real girl wears less clothing, she will be seen as trespassing in a specifically male space - but when she falls in love with a female-based television show for children, she’ll watch as men step on themselves to sexualize it. If she wants old-fashion romance she’s seen as being naive but at the same time is told to keep herself ‘pure’ for some dude that might not hurt her. If she admits to being anything, she makes herself a target. She will be told her worth is based on how much a man values her. She might love to cook but she’ll hate being asked to stay in the kitchen, she might love to read but get told she’s too introverted by half the population and ‘not that special’ by the other. If she loves to go out and party, she’s ‘just another college co-ed,’ if she loves to spend her friday nights watching anime, she’s a shut-in. God forbid she be proud of something: the words “I’m different from other girls” are a death sentence because we live in a society that doesn’t want to see women like that, a society that doesn’t like the idea maybe we all are actually different and not carbon copies of each other, maybe we all would like to feel unique and loved and worth knowing - maybe the real problem is that she will be raised to believe being a girl means silicone and photoshop and dying as a way to move forwards a plot - and she doesn’t want to be seen as that. When she says “I’m not like other girls,” she means she’s not like the girls she sees on tv, these invented two-dimensional creatures that say one line and then get chased down by monsters.
She can try all she likes. She’ll be shut down at every single fucking turn. What she doesn’t know is that they’re getting her ready for when she’s grown up because she’ll be so used to being stepped on she’ll just give up. Why respect women when you don’t even respect little girls?
And when she is burning up, when she mentions that her insides are volcanoes and her skin is too thin to contain them: she will be told she is hysterical, that she’s doing it for attention.
I don’t want him to watch as she shuts down, as she learns to live as a paradox, I don’t want him to see her rip herself to shreds in order to be perfect, I don’t want him to realize that there’s no way she’ll get help because she’s only doing what she’s told.❞
- Teenage girls aren’t the downfall of society, society is the downfall of teenage girls. /// r.i.d (via inkskinned)
People don’t talk enough about the second “I love you” “I know.”
I’ve been trying to focus on saving up for shimmer for one of my dragons, but it’s taking sooo looong. Sooo frustratiiiing.
the yuri is strong in this one
ok i saw someone recommend remender cap to people recently so i’m going to reiterate something i’ve said before
don’t read remender cap
you deserve better
don’t read remender anything
"you can’t ship three people all together!"